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Hy my blog, I was very missed you! Anything moments in my life is wonderful. That's made me couldn't post all of my moments here. There was the big experiences I have passed. I will start to tell from my activities about 6 months ago.

When I in third class of senior high school (SMA Negeri 10 Yogyakarta) that time was very anxious and nerve-racking. I didn't know what my future. One side, I wanted to entry in economic world, but in other side I want to be a socialist and politics. That's time was so made me anxious. Lastly, I decided to choose 2 world (economic and social) in second system of national selection (SBMPTN). After I failed at first selection (SNMPTN). In SBMPTN, I choosed 3 programs, the first I choosed economic and others in social side.

When I opened the web of SNMPTN, I was very dissapointed cause the result bad, didn't like my mind, my expectation. At senior high school, I wanted to be one of the competitor in SNMPTN who successed. I thought that SNMPTN was the golden tickets for the students who searched next place to study. But, Allah had the next plan. There, I felt Allah gave me the miracle of my work hard.

Before national examination, my parents suggested me to sign in to the force, and yaaah that time was very tired but i enjoyed all of the steps in the rule. Now, when the memory of that must be throw away, I will open my mind, flashback and enjoy to sharing.

It's very awkward and yap I will tell. 

I registration to the force two times and failed at the same step. In the first sight of my mind about 'that', uh it's not my passion. I felt pessimist and tought that okay maybe I would failed in first step. But yaah my life like said thet you can! You respectable! You must make your family happy with its! And others my friends, my new friend also made me enthusiasm and always cheer up in every step. 
And emm I felt must share to you all although I failed but when academic test, I got the 10 best and do you know that most of us failed. Yeah, I thinked that that's the answers to us (faileders :p) that we can success in others way there use our mind deep. Not just use our phsycic to do what the comando instruction. And okay, I accepeted the decision. I failed. But cause of that moments, I can swimming, run, the physics exercise, got the many new friends, and others.

After that, I registed again in police academy, and yap there was something made me failed. I had been the student in Muhammadiyah Yogyakarta of University at economic side and yeah I was forgot my failed in SNMPTN. But at this moments, I felt huuuu you are my besties (7 girls who also join test). We struggled together and if there was failed in a step we felt so dissapointed and sad although yah our competitor diminished. That's realized time when friendship can built in a little time. I think we can solid in to a good friend cause we passed all moments-togethers. We were competitor but we didn't feel that. The best time with the best people. Most of us had were fresh graduated from senior high school and that place was very suitable to us. To our future. Now we success, continued our education in good university. Ohh I really missed you guys, didn't missed that moments! Congratulation for a girl, our friend who success, continue graduate in police academy!

My graduation day almost failed. I almost can't attend that moments cause will crash with my schedule in test police academy (if I success). I didn't know, fortunatelly or oh no! I failed and I could attend graduation in my lovely school-fortunately! Alhamdulillah, I got the predicate best student social. That's like my dreams from in second class. Alhamdulillah, I can realize it. On the stage, my mom said that this is your give, replacement from police academy. From that, I still wanted to catched up my dream which not realize yet-as a student of Gadjah Mada University.


Aaa, my activities in that selection also accompanied me in STAN and SBMPTN. And idadvertent, I always exam with my friend in selection (police academy). Okay, STAN failed, I was exam in Sadhar, next time after failed in police academy. SBMPTN-I almost couldn't attend cause in the midst of laboratory check in police academy.
About 8 o'clock, the check finished. Alhamdulillah, although the night before I fasting till morning, before SBMPTN I could breakfast and yah did exam with my right hand used injection. I did the exam seriously but enjoyed. I felt didn't so pressure cause I had been the student in one of University.

After that, I also  follow the mandiri examination of Gadjah Mada University. I did seriously but enjoyed. My daily activities after all my moments passed were pray hope I success and could be the student in Gadjah Mada University-waited answers from Allah, what can be the best for me.

July is the best month. Allah gave His answers and gave the gift for me. Announcement day of SBMPTN, felt curious and my dreams can be students in a best university very big. Altough I realize that maybe my attempted pf the days didn't big like the people who got lesson in institution or got the lesson from them senior high school. But I rhink that Allah knew my attempt in about 2 months. Tried struggle searched the fortune, although failed I fixed struggle. Didn't know what my future but there I felt that my life like water flow. Let my life flow but must be illuminated with attempt and pray. 

Now, I am one of about 9000 students in Gadjah Mada University Yogyakarta. Who can success in SBMPTN and had passed anything exam of my life about half of this year. And Alhamdulillah, Allah always know my needs, my hopes, my passion, and the most impotant that Allah know my future. 

Always cheer up-enjoyed every moments in our life

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